It’s always me who do the effort
I always start
I think about them all day
I get worried that they might be sad or upset from me
I care too much and GOD do they even deserve that?
This time.. this specific time.. i am so fed up
I cant take it anymore and I don’t want to and most importantly I don’t have to!
Call me stubborn or call me stupid, I just cant. You cant persuade me that they did that out of love.. not this time!
Do I even have to explain what loving someone entails?
Stop playing yourself and get real.
Talk to me, face me, don’t keep quiet
Unfortunately, by the end of the day, you’re the innocent and I am the mean person right?
at least thats how people view it.
I am sick of everyone around me, just go away.. now!